Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Blue-White Brilliance


As I continue the details of transitioning from predictable rhythms in a known profession into the obscured opportunities of the desired vocation, I enlist the encouragement and wisdom from those I trust.  Leaping into a dream is much like watching a game from the sidelines; the simple act of stepping onto the field forever changes the point of view, and we call that making it real.  No longer commenting on others efforts or the fabricated ‘what if’ it is now a case of participant; budged from inert.
            What makes creative venture such a thrill is by the nature of its risk.
The risk, undetermined outcome, brings to surface the fundamentals of our living conditions.  As elementary as that may sound, change shaves the veneer off of the comfortable so that we can free the sweet smell of the raw wood underneath.  Here I am. 
Not what I’ve acquired, earned, or constructed. Naked as the day I arrived.  Now, arrest the need to identify who I am by the past and step up to the microphone and tell who I think I am.
Yikes the actual!
     I’ve heard the bell tingle so rarely I almost forgotten its appeal.  The world of our attention can be corrupted by meaningless demands; distilling the vibrancy of creative romantic fantasy.  When seen it can soften, or for some, incite fearful resistance.  If we should question the direction would we then qualify our methods? Yet at the core of each heart desire’s remains the sentiment for tender.         
     Remnant to any victory by struggle lies the longing for magical transformation through competition; from conflict into nurturing and cherishing.  Our shared desire to feed the heart is never-ending, and for the brave, brash and bold; all consuming.
            What I have before me is this gift of introduction.  If I were to be deceptive, might  I seduce my journey into the unknown with tarry?  No, you are not free to be a spectator in your life, so cast away conditioned response of  delay in such a divine challenge as claiming your birthright freedoms.  Depart from the illusion that someone else carries permission or punishment to be melded out as consequence for a plan that goes unexpectedly askew from a desired destination.
The task at hand is to grow reassurance in a notion as if to invoke incanting spell; a romantic conjuring, in a sacred moment of open allowance.  The blue-white brilliant lightning bolt strikes, shattering the restrictive mental shackles as liberation of hesitation burst onto the scene into its full glory.
Words have power ~ as mind provides wings.
Then eager hearts go flying
As the spirit recalls ~ sing

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