“What is it you’re looking for?” he asked.
He heard her
soft chuckle, very quiet, in the shadows that veiled her face.
“You already know that”
“No, it’s not treasure or adventure, those
fireflies of your outrageousness, any of that.
What are YOU looking for?”
He waited for
an answer but none was forthcoming. She
was silent, immobile. On the other side
of the arch where they stood in the half-shadows, the headlights of a car lit the
stretch of the street they were standing on, before it drove past. For a moment, the brightness outlined her
face against the dark wall.
“You know what I’m looking for,” she said
finally.
“I don’t know anything.” He sighed.
“You know. I’ve seen you look at me, I’ve
read your tales”
“you don’t play fair”
“Who does?”
She moved as
if she were going to walk away, but instead suddenly stopped still. She was one step away from him; he could
almost feel the warmth of her skin.
“There’s an old riddle,” she uttered after a
prolonged silence. “Are you good at
solving riddles?”
“Not very”
“Well, I am.
And this is one of my favorites.
There’s an island. A place
inhabited by only two kinds of people – Knights and Knaves. The knaves always lie and deceive, the
knights never do…you get the situation?”
“Of course,
Knights and Knaves, I get it”
“Alright, well, one inhabitant of the island
says to another; “I will lie to you and I will deceive you.”
“Understand?
I will lie to you and I will deceive you.
And the question then is; who is speaking? The Knight or the Knave? Which do you think?”
He was
puzzled.
“I don’t know. I’d have to think about it.”
“Fine.” She stared at him hard. “Think about
it”
She was still
very close. He felt a tingling in his fingertips. His voice sounded hoarse.
“What do you want from me?”
“I want you to answer the riddle.”
“That isn’t what I’m talking about.”
She tilted
her head to one side.
“I need help.” Then looked away, “I can’t do
it alone”
“There are other men in the world.”
“Maybe...” There was another long pause. “…but
you have certain virtues.”
”Virtues?” The word confused him. He tried to answer, but found his mind was blank.
”Virtues?” The word confused him. He tried to answer, but found his mind was blank.
“I
think…”
He stood
there, mouth half open, frowning in the darkness. Then she spoke again.
“You’re no worse than most men I know...”
After a brief pause, she added, “…and you’re better than some.”
This isn’t the conversation, he thought,
irritated, of what he wanted to hear at the moment; nor was it what he wanted
to talk about. In fact, he decided, he
didn’t want to have a conversation at all.
Better just to be standing beside her, sensing the warmth of her coppertone
flesh. Better to stand in the shelter of
their silence, though silence was a language she controlled much better than he
did. A language she had spoken for a
thousand years. He turned, making sure
she was watching him. He glimpsed at the
golden flecks in her eyes, framed by her mulit-hued brown tresses.
“And what is
it you want ?” she asked point blank.
“Maybe I want
you.”
There was a long silence this time as he
discovered it was much easier to say than what he had told himself it would be. Perhaps because with their faces covered and muted
in the darkness, he wouldn't have to see any flash of revulsion in his revealed
vulnerability. It was so simple hearing his words before he’d thought of
speaking them. All he felt afterwards
was a faint release with his surprise.
“You are too transparent” she whispered.
She said it
without moving back, standing firm even when she saw him inch forward slowly
lifting his hand toward her face. She
spoke his name as you would a warning; like a small flare, a strobe flashing
from her past. She said it once…and then
she repeated his name again slowly. He
moved his head to one side then the other, gently, sadly
“I’d go with
you to the end,” he said



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