The Wild Untamed Heart

            Because we've been conditioned to the way we perceive, the success of applying a predictable version is in no way a guarantee that following our conditioned belief  make us happy; once we understand its roots.   It is commonly agreed what man as a species has in common, is a desire to be happy.  Just as categorically proven, most of mankind's efforts to be happy for any prolonged period have been abysmal failures.  Yes?

So, from macro to microscopic truth; what is it you want? 

   I sense the ideal and the idea of freedom is the key, the parched thirst that afflicts us all.  How we achieve that most elusive state of being?  Much of how you and I converse and explored are but shared steps in an effort to be more than a legacy of settling for someone else's experiences or dogma on how we're not ready to be rewarded for our good behavior of not complaining about the meager allotment to us individually thus far. 

  Understanding, as I refer to it as 'awareness,’ can be the concept of duality between physical and metaphysical properties.  In effect; what is concrete as solid material, to the touch, and what has not become sensory-experiential.  We travel on psychological jaunts along with physiological and philosophical dialogs in an attempt to discern what is the 'truth' 'real' or actuality of it all.

   Comparing and contrasting the external and the internal can be a sort of course correction exercise, where the changes to direction are implemented by our reasoning; or our feeling that something profound has been added.  If we wish to change the recipe then for sure the resulting product will ultimately be more than what we have grown accustomed to.  Why do some ask and others are complacent? 

Lower threshold of comfort? 

A renegade disposition? 

   There are pirates and there are princes.  A romantic fashion of expressing the simplicity of our symbolism that leaves room for ambiguity is liken to this:

     To stand in the darken hallway and allow the shivers of the unknown to taunt you into entering. Or, to react in fright and find light.  It can be said it’s something in order of the thrill of abandoning social constraints and restrictions in  pretending polite dialogs while ravishing occupies a back room of mental insatiable want.  Pure physical sensation of blissful pleasure, sounds and sensations are ever seeking expression. 

This, the ancient starvation of anxious need to fulfill, is  an all consuming drive to be free from self imposed restraint.  To instead die to the conditions of ordinary; to thrive with a racing pulse, cascading physical quivers of delight  while ecstatic moans of gratification gurgle upward and out from upturn throat;  The unfettered howl of liberation ~ the kill of compromising resignation. The unmitigated overwhelming victory by the pressing, unrelenting, and undeniably savage untamed ~ wild heart.