I took
a blue blaze trail that connected to the Appalachian Trail. A posted sign at
the juncture announced a blue blaze trail was rare. I understand why; a marked
blue blaze trail is hard to see. The Appalachian Trail on the other hand is
marked with wide strokes of white paint on the trees along the path for easy
recognition. This gives confidence to wayfarers as they progress along their
course. Preacher’s Rock was my destination, but I never found the way.
After three hours on a trail that was vague to discern where it led, I
concluded that ANY rock I could
see beyond the thick forest would be an answered prayer, so then take on
the name preachers.
Afterwards I stopped at an IHOP near the foothills of the Blue
Ridge Mountains. I was sitting in my booth waiting for my server and noticed
across from me a young five year old girl drawing with a focused
abandon to their surroundings children muster when they are deep within their
world. I watched, amused with her concentrated obsession in laying
down her rainbow of crayons. She suddenly stopped, sensing someone was
watching. She looked up, then raised to kneeling while flashing me her
beaming smile; along with holding up her drawing for my inspection saying,
"It’s necessary to have a violet
sky"
I was taken by the poetry of a young child
making such a statement; I had to inquire,
"Why is that sweetie?"
At first, I wasn't sure she heard me because
she instantly sat back down and appeared to be repossessed by her
endeavor. Yet while placing her drawing back onto the table to continue her
masterpiece, she spoke without looking up; in
that child's matter-of-fact-everyone-knows-this…but if you must
ask I guess I am obliged to instruct you, poor dear’ kind of roll play. Confident in what she was saying as
ultimate truth;
"so you can see the white
unicorns"
Samantha,
my server, overheard our conversation, and we exchanged smiles.
"What do you think makes us
happy?" I asked her.
She
said, "Well I'm happy." "I have my step-son, my man, my
home"
I
replied, "Ah, but is that purpose fulfillment? Isn't that just the current
situation?" She instantly replied, "From where I've been,
that's a real leap"
It struck me then, how simple our happiness can be. Sometimes we have to endure
conditions so far away from our desires, just so we'd know our joy when it
came into focus. It doesn't have to be complex or earth shattering goals
of greatness or improving the welfare of mankind before we are
fulfilled. For Samantha, it was the simplicity of those affections that
had eluded her during her suffering years; now they were present and in
abundance; those were the foundation of her happiness and she
had no need to question it; she was there.
We can appreciate those blue skies, after a spell of cloudy, rainy
weather. Yet I’ve seen in summers past a parade of clear blue days lulling
me to neglect; under the guise of a common occurrence; devoid
of fanfare. We can get really involved in our own mental
chatter; to the exclusion of even wondering. I have discovered,
perhaps with unfettered enthusiasm of heart's passion, we
make it possible to see unicorns. That's how necessary the
beauty of a violet sky can be.



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